Im not that happy atm. I just realised earlier that I found Charlie...dead in his hutch a year ago today > <
Im semi crying now while writing this =[ i had a little cry earlier and it just keeps coming lol. I can still see him when i uncovered him that morning just lying there ='[
Its so heartbreaking..i just miss him sooo much a day hasnt really gone by when ive not thought about stuff that he did, if i was upset he would literally just sit there on my lap and listened to me whilst i talked to him, how he made me laugh, how he could cheer me up so easily. He was so much more than a pet to me, he really was. He was my baby and was and stil always be a part of me ='[
Sometimes i swear i can almost feel his fur on me again =[
Im trying so hard not to cry. Ive kinda given myself a headache atm from it all. And i bet this isnt helping my hormones either considering ive just started taking the pill > <
But then i guess that could be whats influencing me crying even more. I duno
I just know that i miss him and he was the best pet i ever had. Im still heart broken over it all and i just hate it. No pet will ever replace him. Never. He was my baby ='[
Ergh i really need to stop this crying, its making my headache worse =[
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I know that feeling.... pets suck in that respect. =(
With Jade it was horrible, we had all of that build up with her being ill and her not acting like Jade any more. Then on the actual day, we had to wait a few hours where I couldn't really do anything but cry and watch my dad sit in the back garden playing with her.
Then Trout was nice enough to come out to the park for a bit cos I couldn't stand to be in the house... ick. =(
yh exactly, just makes u wish in a sence you never had them so you wouldnt feel like this. but then i wouldnt trade what i had with charlie for anything. x
I love you. <3
I miss Rosie and Jasper now!
WELL DONE! ='P xxx
lol awww im sorry. ='] xx
Not your fault silly. <3 ly x
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