kieron just told me tht he lyks me and wants to make out with me and stuff but he an b in a relationship...god knows why but how exactly do i tell him tht i dont lyk him in tht way. i mean i used to a couple months ago but not know. i lyk someone more than ive ever liked a guy b4 and i just dont know wot to say to him.
people like emily always say to me 'oh at least u have these type of problems' well tbh its not the best thing in the world. kieron is my friend and i dont want to llose him. i mean i was reli reli close with this jake lloyd but then he asked me out and i rejected him twice and now look at us. i hate his guts i cant stand to b in the same vacinity. a couple weeks ago i saw him down in coulsdon with someone and i nearly resorted to my form of 'self harm' i hate him tht much but i didnt cos i realised 1. hes not worth it and 2. i was with some people where i couldnt exactly say wot i was doing, and it didnt help tht i didnt have a jumper with me either so its not lyk i could hide it.
i dont want that to happen between me and kieron. hes a reli gd mate and im scared tht ill lose him. cos i reli dont i guess i could tell him tht im not looking for a relationship and tell him about jake and how i lost him and tht i dont want the same to happen between me and him but... i just dont think i can =[ cos i know tht ill still probably lose him
i just dont know wot to do. =[
1 comment:
Ahh, tricky situation.
This happened with me and David, and the only thing you can do is try to talk it out with him and hope that he'll listen. I was lucky with David I guess because he was just so amazingly understanding and... of course shortly afterwards I realised that I did actually fancy him but that's not relevant.
Just tell him about what happened with Jake, and perhaps also add that if you were in a relationship you'd want to see the person as much as possible but it would be awkward him being at school and you being at college.
Hope I helped slightly.
x.Rachel.x
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