Saturday, 26 July 2008

ok mayb one more...

hppy one. with a lil bit of sad

i just found out tht gerard might NOT be moving to australia after all!!!! XD XD XD XD XD

cos apparently his dad accepted a job in france nd he might b staying here with his brother

i am so happy about tht but theres still a chance he might go.

i was so upset the other day cos it onli just sank in how much im going to miss him nd just the little things tht are going to remind me of him. like yesteday i went to croydon with trout and emily nd we wer going to meet gerard. i was just sitting on the bus listening to my ipod and a fosters truck went past and i could feel myself welling up a lil =[ i just reli dont want him to leave. i love him too much. hes been my friend for 5 years but my reli close friend for the past 2/3 so im just preying tht he doesnt leave and tht he stays here

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hey arnt u fit!!! I WUD LUV TO TALK TO YOU EMAIL ME AT snowy1995@gmail.com

Fat. Bitch. said...

AMANDA! PEDOPHILE ALERT!
=S

Fat. Bitch. said...

Anyway, what I was going to say was...
For the prom I didn't touch my arms for all that time though, and now I have. =[
I went to Thorpe Park the other day and I must have been the only person there in long sleeves but seriously, Amanda, what choice do I have?
Even if I stop today, I bet you'll still be able to tell in years to come.
=[


x.Rachel.x

Anonymous said...

Hey i not a PEDO i just wanted to make a new a new mate!!!!

Fat. Bitch. said...

Sorry Snowy... but understand that I have to look out for my beloved Amanda and protect from any potential pedos. =]
No hard feelings?

x.Rachel.x

Anonymous said...

Itz ok i 4giv ya!!! and gud job on looking after amanda. So were you bouts in the world - snowy

Fat. Bitch. said...

The thing is though, if I want to do it enough then I will.
I'll find something to do it with.
I've cut myself with a kitchen knife before, that's how gross I am.
I've burnt myself with a candle.
I... if I keep using what I'm using then I feel a bit safer, because I know what's coming and I'm a bit more in control... that probably sounds so stupid. =[

emma_92 said...

Hardly a pedo, Rachel! The email has 1995 in it, so I'm going to assume they're the same age as my sister - 13.

Wheyy!!

I could be wrong. But still.

And WHEYYYY for Gerard! I love that idiot!