about how people are supposed to look
these models tht are stick thin
with perfect flawless skin
they way people are meant to walk
or how to talk
im sick of society
and everything tht comes with it.
i am fed up with the amount of people on tv shows,models,music videos ect u always see people who look pretty much perfect
well the fact is theyre not
theyre just the definition of wot society would label as perfect
the truth is every single person in this world thinks there is something wrong with their body
whether theyre too short, fat, or ugly. but when it comes down to it every single one of my friends are perfect no matter wot they say or think or even belive about themselves
im so sick of people trying to b something tht they arent already.
i just found out the other day my little baby nicola thnks shes TOO FAT!!!
i mean for fuck sakes shes BLOODY 7 YEARS OLD!!!
shes nowhere near fat
i slept round emmas on sat night
she lives next door to nicola and her family
and i heard some noise so i looked out emmas window
my heart broke in 2 when i saw nicola. i mean i love her so much. she saw me and yelled 'STEPHANIE!!' lol she got the name mixed up with my sisters. it made me smile. but the truth is i was actually crying on the inside. and im crying now as i write this. i can no longer look at her the same way ever again. ='[
ive known to many people hu have self harmed and now whenever i see her it makes me wonder whether she will eventually turn to it. =[
ive known nicola since she was 3 years old and i dont think i will ever b able to take it if she does. i cant stand knowing the fact tht she thinks shes too fat at tht age. shes not meant to think like tht especially at tht age.
im jsut so sick of society and im sick of people thinking things tht they arent
i would never change ne single one of my friends or ne1 tht i like looks wise. there is nothing wrong with them. if u ask me they ARE the definition of perfection
1 comment:
I know how that feels first hand.
But no matter how much I hate the media, or how much I try to convince myself that different people are just that, different, I still can't seem to stop hating myself.
Maybe when she gets a bit older you could have a chat with her about it. When I was that age I knew I was fat. But there was no one there to tell me that I wasn't, and by the time I was 11 I was being bullied, and basically told that I was fat. So then I kept making myself sick, pretty much everyday. And I lost 2 stone.
You've asked about the being sick thing before, which is why I'm telling you now, and unfortunately I can't say that I don't do it anymore, just know that I don't do it very often. But the reason I'm telling you this is she will at some point want someone to talk to about it, and if she's anything like I was she'll be too afraid to ask so... try not to let what she thinks of herself upset you so much that you forget how great she is. And tell her how great she is, because I never once told David, and I regret it so much.
x.Rachel.x
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